Thanks Gem for your reply. It always makes me feel better when someone takes the time to give me support. I am learning to keep out of my son's business. It is getting much easier as I do better not being involved, thus feel less down. And I am glad I have gone up on the a/d med as it seems to be helping. I just have to take each day as it comes some good some not so good. But life always has its ups and downs. We just have to do the best we can for the moment.