Snowflake after all you have been through i think you are well entitled to feel sad, unhappy, confused. You have battled more than most in your life. you have taken your cancer by the horns and really tried to beat it, while also balancing depression and just trying to get by.
I am so sorry things are so awful for you and i wish my words could provide more comfort- but i keep you in my prayers- i especially hope you can get some deep, replenishing sleep also.
(((((((hugs to you))))))))))
Hello my friend. I am sorry I am slow getting to this but I was without Internet service for over 24 hours due to storms in our area.
You know I am always here to support you and I think your coming here and being able to vent and share your feelings is a good thing.
I am sorry you are going through testing for ovarian cancer. Have you had blood work and do you know what your CA-125 test is? You may remember my sister had ovarian cancer so if you have any questions, I will sure do my best to find or give you the answers. You can always email me.
Please take care and be good to yourself. Tell others you need your computer time and to just bugger off. :) It is ok to be selfish when your feeling down and out...........you are important so put yourself first.
I wish you peace,
I am sorry to hear you had a mishap on the road but will admit that scares me. Please do not put yourself in harms way my friend.
I am praying for you and please know we all care.
I am so glad you called a friend and that helped you through. Back in June I had a bad day while out shopping and started to cry while driving, I could not get a grip so pulled into a parking lot and called my daughter. I was afraid I would not be able to drive home but she too talked to me and then I calmed down.
Oh my I hate this dreaded disorder called depression that can just stop you in your tracks along with it's side kick, Anxiety.
I am here for you.
I hope you are not working to hard. I have my first shifts next Thursday and Friday.
Take care of youself and know we are all here for you too.