I'm so sorry that you felt like a 5th wheel in chat last night. A lot of the folks were focused on me. A member said some really hateful things to me and I was very upset. I didn't want you to feel that way. I'm usually in the chat room (lupus one) at about 8pm EST I would love to get to know you and be there for you. I understand feeling being all alone. Even tho I have a husband and child. I battle depression every day and I can relate to you on that level too. Also, if you're battling a physical illness I can really relate. I feel so bad that you didn't feel welcome last night. Please give me and the others another chance, you'll feel better once you get to know us. I've been chatting here since March of 2005 and I'm always more than happy to listen and help others out.
I really hope you stop by tonight and we can chat. I'll give you a bit of information about me I'm 44 married with a 16 yr old daughter. I've been married 24 yrs. My hubby helps with the phyiscal requirements I need but not emotional ones. I have lupus/RA/fibro/blood cancer (leukemia). So you know about me and I'll be looking forward to getting to know you. Please come and see me tonight I'll be there at 8pm and I'll stay probably on up until 10pm.
Looking forward to getting to know you. I hope you have as good of a day that's possible. You're not alone sweetie you're friends here will be here for you. All you have to do is hollar and I'll be there, unless I'm in the hospital. Otherwise I'll always respond to your posts or meet you in chat. Hope to see you soon.
dx fibro, SLE, glaucoma, cateracts, bells palsy, depression, migraine headaches, gastreopaersis, chronic anemia, RA,MDS (Blood Cancer). Tons of meds.