I've recently turned 21 and to celebrate my 21st, my sisters wanted to take me out celebrate it at some bar. Now i thought it was gonna suck but i ended up having a great time. Well we ended up going to go shoot some pool and drink some beer. Well my sister decided to invite her friend to come celebrate. By the time she arrived, I took a few shots and was already drunk basically. Just remember the beginning of it and bits and pieces of the rest of the night. Well the parts I do remember i was standing around the pool table with my sister's friend(I know her name) around my arm. I remember two times where i had my arm around her. She was smiling too so it wasn't oh your drunk get off of me. She is real pretty and i might want to get to know her a little bit better. And actually meet her instead of just remembering certain times we were together. I still got to talk to my sister about
if she liked me or was just there enjoying herself. My question is if i were to go out with her again, how would i tell her i have no friends?
I haven't had any friends in like 5 years. It is really hard to get a girlfriend and tell her about
yourself when you have no friends. All i would be doing is dodging that question and telling her other stuff. I don't like to lie, so i can't do that. I can give you guys some answers on how i've ended up with no friends for 5 years. But I am going to skip that for now. Man the fact that i had my arm around her during the night is huge to me. The fact that she was good looking was a plus too. Man it made me want to cry thinking about
it, yea i know i am a desperate s.o.b. I am just trying to break being unfriendly pushing people away kind of person. I am trying to break it. I was just wondering would you try to date me if you knew i had no friends? That is very rare thing to have NO friends at all. It is almost like i need friends before i can get a girlfriend. But maybe for me it is the other way around. BTW i don't live in the same town as my sisters and my sister's friend. I live 2 hours away. That night almost made me cry because it made me realize what i have been missing out on these passed 5 years. Just hiding away pushing people away. It just makes me wonder what i would be like if i was a normal guy. But everything happens for a reason and i think it helped me look outside the bubble of society and see it for what it is (but that is a different topic).
Thanks for the advice. I know there is gaps in my story but I tend to ramble and lose place when im
opening up about
this kind of stuff. Thanks again.