I understand where you are coming from as well. I don't have crohns disease but I do have Epilepsy. Ever sense I was really young, I was depressed but when I was dx with epilepsy it had gotten worse. Everyday it still does. I've been epileptic for 14yrs. I'm 28, never drove a car in my life but I do have a healthy little girl that will be 2 this Dec. A lot of teasing went on during school, a lot of other bad things happen to where I can't even look in the mirror anymore, and now with all of the meds that I'm on my memory is not to great. I get yelled at or have people make me feel stupid. I was married to a guy for 4yrs but he called my parents up and said I was a burden to him, plus he knew that my money was all gone. (I had a settlement after the accident that caused me to become epileptic). I am now with my recent husband that I have a daughter with. He is wonderful and he does his best to support me, but he just gets too aggravated at me too easily about how bad my memory is. I get yelled at for the samething over and over again and I have gotten to the point where I beat myself up before anyone has the chance to beat me up. I want to know what can I do for myself. I don't want to be put on anymore meds because I'm already dopped up as it is. I've been on Prosac before but caused seizures to accure more. I just wish there was like a project handbook that I can go by to help me through this. I do hope things go good for you and you get to feeling better. This will be most likely my only post. Take care of yourself.