Post Edited (lonely1001) : 9/3/2009 3:34:26 AM (GMT-6)
Karen is right honey. Go to Social Services, get all the help you can to get back in school, find a place to live, employment help, help with food until you can get on your feet. You are a teenager, I assure you, you will have good times ahead but it sounds like you need to do some work at the moment to get yourself in a good place. Seek free Legal advice, whatever it takes. I am sure you are feeling abandoned, anyone would. I had a very cold hearted mom and all she wanted was me out of the house. She never told me she loved me, or hugged me or gave me any encouragement. I know how empty and alone that feelings is, so, when I had children, I kissed them everyday, read stories to them every night, told them I loved them everyday (even when they were teenagers and we did not always agree), I always encouraged them to do their best, love themselves and be kind to other people. In some ways I feel I made up for her emotional neglect of me by not continuing her style. Anywho, tap all your helpful resources, hopefully you will start feeling better soon. There are people who care and this forum is full of them. When you get on your feet, you will feel better.
Welcome to HealingWell and the Depression Forum. I am sorry you are feeling so sad and lost. You have received wonderful advice from others.
I would just like to post a link for you that may be helpful as it is for teens and has much information and support:
Take care and do reach out for help.