HI everyone, iam new, and i need help.

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dtu3
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   Posted 9/1/2009 11:07 AM (GMT -7)   
Recently I spent the week in a hospital, and i just got home Saturday. I was in their because eariler in the month I had ACL surgery, then I had got a blood clot. I was on two blood thinners, and my blood got two thin and it bled into my thigh causing a herotoma. I was in the hospital for a week, and I miss everyday of it. I honestly loved everything, the room, the bed, the nurses, everything was great.
 
I want to go back so bad its unbelievable. Ever since getting home Iam crying a good 2-3 times a day about how bad I want to go back. I miss it so much. I just dont understand why.
 
Iam even resulting in pounding my thigh with my fist to try and cause another hemotoma. Please try and help me understand why I maybe feeling this way.

worriedgirl
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   Posted 9/1/2009 11:45 AM (GMT -7)   
hi welcome to healingwell. i am sorry things are so rough. i am assuming you are missing it because of the fact that it wasnt as stressful. you didnt have the responsibilities you do outside of the hospital. please go see a counselor so that you can move past this and dont cause a hemotoma.

stkitt
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   Posted 9/1/2009 3:46 PM (GMT -7)   
Please do see your Doctor and tell him how you are feeling.  Something is missing in your life and you may need some therapy or professional advice in how to deal with this longing to be back in the hospital.
 
Take care and again seek help.
 
Kitt
 

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   Posted 9/1/2009 10:16 PM (GMT -7)   
Not only do you not have to have any responsibilities in the hospital. You also get a lot of people caring about you, waiting on you and talking to you. Maybe you are lacking in these areas of your life.

Hugs, Karen
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Mazfire
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   Posted 9/1/2009 10:32 PM (GMT -7)   
Hurting yourself wont help you get what you want. Please seek some professional advice before you do serious damage and you need to get to the root of why it is that hospital is a 'safe' place for you. But please- stop hurting yourself.
 
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THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 9/2/2009 4:54 AM (GMT -7)   
dear dtu3. it is as exactly as stated, safety, routine, kindness and no responsibilities. your bed is done, food catered for, nurses keeping you happy etc. for me i have been hospitalised 28 times in the psychiatric system, even though most of the places were sub-stansard i wanted to stay longer, or at times try to get in when i really didn't qiute need it. in the end this can turn into an avoidance coping behaviour and this is not good. what you are proposing to do is not good. please understand that we understand that there is an underlying issue or issues. seek some assistance. kind regards. jamie.
 
magor depressive disorder, severe borderline personality disorder.

dtu3
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   Posted 9/2/2009 6:38 AM (GMT -7)   
I wish I could stop.  I just miss it so much, I cant stop crying. I would love to go to my parents for help, but I would feel way to akward.
 
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Post Edited By Moderator (stkitt) : 9/2/2009 7:50:59 AM (GMT-6)


stkitt
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   Posted 9/2/2009 6:54 AM (GMT -7)   
 
I am sorry for the edit but I truly believe you need professional help and I would like to see you seek help starting with your PCP.

This forum is not  able to provide immediate crisis intervention or professional counseling.
 
We are here to support you on your journey to healing, however, we cannot take the place of your Physician or a good therapist.
 
I wish you peace,
 
Kitt


 

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dtu3
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   Posted 9/3/2009 5:26 AM (GMT -7)   
What is a PCP? I feel awful. Iam sorry I said that about hurting myself. I thought I was over it last night actually, but I woke up this morning feeling terrible. Iam gonna have a chance to talk to my mom alone on saturday, so hopefully Ill be able to speak up then.

enWayen
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   Posted 9/3/2009 6:09 AM (GMT -7)   
Heeja DTU,

I am sorry to hear what you are going through. As Kitt said, it might be a good thing for you to seek professional help somewhere. You are worth living a life where everyday feels like that wonderful time in the hospital :-). Maybe your doctor or a counselor can help you. It is worth trying in my honest opinion.

Take care, and all the very best :-)!

Erik
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getting by
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   Posted 9/3/2009 7:38 AM (GMT -7)   
A pcp is a primary care physician. Or your family doctor. You should talk with them, there is a lot of help out there, be it medications or counseling.

I hope that you feel better soon.

Take care, best wishes,

Hugs, Karen
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