I was doing pretty well off the Lexapro, but my depression is coming back. Went off it in June, I believe, which wasn't my choice but my psychiatrist dumped me. Have also had a therapist dump me, and I have absolutely no trust in any psychiatrist or therapist at this point. While seeing a therapist probably would be a good idea, I cannot bring myself to look for one since it terrifies me.
Have been seeing a naturopath I like, and most of the stuff she's given me has been helpful, but she's leaving this month. There is a new naturopath who's taking over from her, but I haven't been able to bring myself to make an appointment with her.
I also have an old back injury which has been flaring up & preventing me from doing most things. I don't even know if I can ride my pony anymore, which has me very upset.
I've also been sick for most of the summer from being off the Lexapro, and I'm still not quite right.