Please remember to give meds time to work. I can sympathize with you, i was on several AD's and either they did not work or made me feel worse. Finally, my Dr. put me on an anti-anxiety med called Buspar, we attacked the anxiety in hopes that the depression would resolve. It worked, I have had very few side effects, we are still adjusting my dosage but this is the first med that actually made me feel quite a bit better. I also understand the situation with your husband, because when we are feeling bad we get irritable and irrational sometimes. I try very hard not to take things out on my husband and he therefore seems more understanding of my issues. It sounds like you have alot to be thankful for, please try and focus on that when you are feeling bad. If meds are not working, don't give up, keep trying, you will find something that works with your body chemistry. Take care of yourself and I hope today is a good one for you.
Thank you soo much for your replies,
yesterday i had a mental breakdown and everything didnt make sense anymore i cried for hours. Later i went to Acupuncture and i got some herb medicine and my doctor put me on only 25 mg Zooloft... my dumbness in my head got already much better i think more rational and i feel like i get back to live again... lots to work on and my doctor told me to read the book from Dr. Burns which helps me understand myself and my surroundings better.
We as a couple will look now for a hobbie here together (Alberta = cold soon) so we want to go together in the gym and spending some qualtiy time together doing something for our health. I am looking forward to it and keep you all posted!! Thanks for your input!
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