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THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 10/24/2009 8:28 AM (GMT -7)   
need to think, more like, ponder. i wish i could sleep 4 6 weeks. i am a bit of a mess. my thinking is disorganized. too many darn things of top priority. i have avoidance coped badly tonight, thus i think that i will turn the computer off for a couple of days. i wish i could shut down. 2.41 am, sleep, i hope soon. too much pain, feet, legs, body. been violently ill the last few days and extremely weak. i need a reco brain, this one is stuffed. i am becoming disgruntled, esp with my post to zapped. well from zapped's response. jd68 thread. and with zapped's comments regarding the depression paper. i don't like posting in this fashion. life has become to fast, i am behind with everything, school, bills, people. need serious rest. i have a lot of medical appts soon, worried about my heart. i know my arteries are blocked, as my gp knows, how bad, well in a few weeks i will know. too many appts lately, too many people bugging me. the do not disturb is going up. i apologise for being cranky, that's what happens when i breakdown. depressed to the core. talk soon. jamie. skull skull skull skull

getting by
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   Posted 10/24/2009 9:15 AM (GMT -7)   
Jamie,

I hope that you feel better soon. Remember, one day at a time. It sounds like you have a lot going on. Take it with stride. You will feel better soon my friend.

Hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


Tirzah
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Date Joined Jul 2008
Total Posts : 2283
   Posted 10/24/2009 11:09 AM (GMT -7)   
jamiee,

not that I am one to talk, but you really don't sound like yourself. Can you talk to your doctor? Maybe a med change is in order. My PCP just upped my sleeping pills by 50% & that did help a bit. Sleep is so important, my friend. Not sleeping will affect your thought, emotions & physical health -- as I'm sure you well know.

I'm sorry you are under so much stress right now. As for zapped -- why not click the thumbs down and block all of his posts from your view? I thought just based on the title that that post would set me off, so I've not read it at all, but if anyone is ever troubling you you can click to ignore them, you can report them to the Forum Administrator or you can email a moderator to ask them to review whether a particular member should be reprimanded or not allowed on the site. There's no guarantee that will happen, or how quickly it will happen, though, so that's why I recommend the thumbs down (located in the upper right corner of a person's post). I've used the thumbs down feature myself sometimes. No one even knows that you used it except you. :)

I hope that helps a bit. Please take care of yourself.

hugs,
frances

bluebird2
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Date Joined Jul 2009
Total Posts : 18
   Posted 10/24/2009 4:45 PM (GMT -7)   
Feel better, and know you're in our thoughts.

damagedgoods41
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Date Joined Sep 2009
Total Posts : 377
   Posted 10/24/2009 11:59 PM (GMT -7)   
eyes  hi there Jamiee i've just read ur post and you really dont seem to be the usual out there Jamiee that we know. Sound's like ur doing it really tough at this time?? I must agree that maybe you ned a change of med's,some councelling and most definately you need some SLEEP!!
Jamiee you more than anyone should know how important it is to get sleep and eat properly, so please promise all of us on this forum that you will look after yourself at this very hard time in ur life ok. Worrie about you Jamiee.  Take care of YOU smilewinkgrin Best wishe's. beverley wink
diagnosed with C in 2001.
colorectal anastamosis 2001.
surgery went horribly wrong,swab left inside,emergency surgery 2001.
total colectomy & ileostomy 2001.
surgical complication's-abcess,more surgery 2001.
more complication's-stitches come apart inside and ended up having more surgery and blood transfusion. 2001.
infection at lap site,another abcess. 2001.
i spent 12mths in Cabrini Private Hospital in Melbourne.
1993 diagnosed with endometriosis,then age 27yrs had radical hysterectomy then 2 mths later lost both ovaries.
2005. bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on the table,also contracted MRSA in coronary care unit,had staph for about 12mths. pic line for 6 mths for venus access,for daily antibiotics.
also suffer from chronic depression which is mostly caused by my lack of hormone's.
I AM CURRENTLY ON AVANZA FOR MY DEPRESSION!!!!!!!


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
Total Posts : 18763
   Posted 10/25/2009 12:24 AM (GMT -7)   
thx all. may have to look at using the ignore. will talk to dr. jamie.

THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 10/25/2009 12:46 AM (GMT -7)   
jen you are welcome to e-mail me. will be in my profile. jamie.

yankee girl
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Date Joined Nov 2008
Total Posts : 125
   Posted 10/25/2009 8:06 AM (GMT -7)   
Jamiee,

I read many of your posts, and you're such an inspiration. I'm so sorry that you're feeling so overwhelmed right now. I agree with the others that you need SLEEP.

When I get totally overwhelmed, I just try to focus on the moment...that's all I can do, live in THIS VERY MOMENT and NOT worry about what will happen later. (so easier said than done, I know...)

As far as the future is concerned, I just look at it as living in 15 minute increments---time marches on, and then you'll get thru the next 15 minutes.....do anything and everything you can to make yourself feel a bit better, whatever that may be...hot showers, read, meditate, gentle stretching.

I so hope you feel better soon.

Yankee girl
 severe nerve damage/several surgeries on wrist, TMJ--have titanium disks, PTSD, fibro
 
roxicodone, xanax
 


crystalalt
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Date Joined Oct 2009
Total Posts : 10
   Posted 10/25/2009 8:47 AM (GMT -7)   
Jamie - I am new to this forum, but it is clear from the replies that you are not you usual self. I know it is really hard to turn off our minds. Have you ever tried to meditate. You can look up one of the meditation or relaxation sites on the computer and listen to it while you are in bed. It may help you get some sleep. Also, you mentioned that you were on Avanza (Avinza???) for depression. I don't know what Avanza is, but Avinza is a narcotic drug and it it is new to you or if you regularly take it and are not now, you could be going through withdrawal. Hope things go better.

Crystal; Major Depression, Fibromyalgia, scar tissue in muscles which wrap around nerves causing numerous pinched nerves, dissociative identity disorder

THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
Total Posts : 18763
   Posted 10/25/2009 8:24 PM (GMT -7)   
thx crystal. on pristiq and seroquel. will ask dr. about reinstating the abilify. thx to all for your replies, means a real lot. jamie smilewinkgrin
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


Naps With Cats
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Total Posts : 66
   Posted 10/25/2009 8:46 PM (GMT -7)   
Caring about you, Jamiee!
 
Get some goooood rest and let it all go for awhile . . . smurf
 
Warmly,
 
Julie O'

getting by
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   Posted 10/25/2009 9:54 PM (GMT -7)   
Hey Jamie,

I think that the abilify helps me more than the effexor and/or the pristiq. I hope that it helps you. One good things about it is it doesn't take that long before you start feeling the effects. At least it didn't for me.

I truly hope that you start feeling better soon. You are in my thoughts and prayers.

Hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
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   Posted 10/25/2009 10:35 PM (GMT -7)   
thx karen, and yankee girl. keep well. jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 10/26/2009 3:54 AM (GMT -7)   
listening to a band i enjoy. queensryche. a mix of studio and live. awesome band. geoff tate has an awesome voice. for me it is a mix of cloverdale-whitesnake, bruce dickinson, iron maiden, dio-ronnie james dio and the high notes of the master. - and the best voice in metal's history, rob halford, judas priest!! relaxing a bit. reflecting on what i need to do. a plan of attack is brewing in my head, will seek some wisdom from you guys soon. jamie
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


JD68
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Date Joined Aug 2008
Total Posts : 205
   Posted 10/26/2009 9:26 AM (GMT -7)   
Jaime-

Please take care and know you have all our support.....Hugs.,......Jenn

getting by
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Date Joined Sep 2007
Total Posts : 40595
   Posted 10/26/2009 9:44 AM (GMT -7)   
Jamie,

How are you doing today? I hope that you are feeling better. Keep us posted. Let us know how you are doing. We are all here for you.

Many hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


damagedgoods41
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Date Joined Sep 2009
Total Posts : 377
   Posted 10/26/2009 4:25 PM (GMT -7)   
hi Jamiee hope ur having a much better day 2day mate?? Hope your back on ur feet reall soon ok. Chin up!!!!!
hope u get a good night's sleep.........
best wishes,
beverley.c. :-)
diagnosed with C in 2001.
colorectal anastamosis 2001.
surgery went horribly wrong,swab left inside,emergency surgery 2001.
total colectomy & ileostomy 2001.
surgical complication's-abcess,more surgery 2001.
more complication's-stitches come apart inside and ended up having more surgery and blood transfusion. 2001.
infection at lap site,another abcess. 2001.
i spent 12mths in Cabrini Private Hospital in Melbourne.
1993 diagnosed with endometriosis,then age 27yrs had radical hysterectomy then 2 mths later lost both ovaries.
2005. bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on the table,also contracted MRSA in coronary care unit,had staph for about 12mths. pic line for 6 mths for venus access,for daily antibiotics.
also suffer from chronic depression which is mostly caused by my lack of hormone's.
I AM CURRENTLY ON AVANZA FOR MY DEPRESSION!!!!!!!


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
Total Posts : 18763
   Posted 10/26/2009 4:59 PM (GMT -7)   
thx guys, a tad better, did a lot of lawn mowing yesterday, was very good for the brain and body. sleep, not the best, got a few hrs last night. need to finish some papers. dentist tomorrow. will be okay. de-cluttering the head by not over-thinking/analysing. still thinking via reflection. get back to you guys, and thx for your continued love and support. jamie smilewinkgrin
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


damagedgoods41
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Date Joined Sep 2009
Total Posts : 377
   Posted 10/26/2009 7:18 PM (GMT -7)   
hi Jamie just read ur post and you seem a little better?? Good to hear mate!!! Have a good da/night.
best wishes to you Jamie,

beverley. :))
diagnosed with C in 2001.
colorectal anastamosis 2001.
surgery went horribly wrong,swab left inside,emergency surgery 2001.
total colectomy & ileostomy 2001.
surgical complication's-abcess,more surgery 2001.
more complication's-stitches come apart inside and ended up having more surgery and blood transfusion. 2001.
infection at lap site,another abcess. 2001.
i spent 12mths in Cabrini Private Hospital in Melbourne.
1993 diagnosed with endometriosis,then age 27yrs had radical hysterectomy then 2 mths later lost both ovaries.
2005. bi-lateral mastectomy,heart attack on the table,also contracted MRSA in coronary care unit,had staph for about 12mths. pic line for 6 mths for venus access,for daily antibiotics.
also suffer from chronic depression which is mostly caused by my lack of hormone's.
I AM CURRENTLY ON AVANZA FOR MY DEPRESSION!!!!!!!


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
Total Posts : 18763
   Posted 10/26/2009 10:21 PM (GMT -7)   
smurf   smurf smurf smurf smurf jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


Mazfire
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Date Joined Oct 2008
Total Posts : 1683
   Posted 10/26/2009 10:28 PM (GMT -7)   

Sending you hugs, my fellow countryman! Feel better, but take all the time you need to heal well and properly. Also- consider hitting the 'ignore' button.

Maz XX


 Co-Moderator Anxiety & Panic- Depression
 
" Why does society view illness as weakness?" (Montell Jordan)
 'He heals the broken hearted and binds up their wounds.' (Psalm 147:3)
-DX:Panic Disorder, Agoraphobia, CFS, Seasonal Depression, Fibromyalgia, Chronic Sinusitis, TMJ, Endometriosis,PCOS, Reactive Arthritis, Anemia, Chemical/Noise/Light sensitivity, Trichotilomania,
OCD, GERD, IBS.
-Meds: Zoloft 150mg. Xanax 4mg. Prescription pain meds/anti inflammatories.
-Multiple surgeries- I bear the scars of my poor physical health.
-Age:29. AP first DX @ 10. Fibro etc DX @14.
 
 


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 10/26/2009 11:10 PM (GMT -7)   
cheers maz. find it in my heart to ignore a very hard thing. be good. jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


CassandraLee
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Date Joined Feb 2003
Total Posts : 844
   Posted 10/27/2009 1:01 AM (GMT -7)   
hi Jamiee:  You sound a little bit better today and I am so glad that you have stayed and kept posting.  This forum would just not be the same without you.   Luckily that other "individual" is now gone -- and you can realize again just how much you mean to us.  You are an extremely intelligent and caring friend.  Just take the time you need to rest and conquer your teeth and other medical issues right now.  We are here for every step you take!
 
Cass

THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Total Posts : 18763
   Posted 10/27/2009 1:36 AM (GMT -7)   
cass, crystal, karen, naps, frances, bluebird2, bev, maz, jen, yankee-girl and all, thx a real lot. love to you all. i am a survivor, therefore i will survive!! lol. sometimes wise idea people are really stupid-me, that is!!! be good, talk to you all soon. scool
jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


JD68
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Date Joined Aug 2008
Total Posts : 205
   Posted 10/27/2009 6:35 AM (GMT -7)   
That's the spirit!! You will survive!! Hugs to you......Have a good nights sleep!! Jenn
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