I have had depression and anxiety disorder for almost 3 years. I also have been on and off with celexa,klonopin and cymbalta. 6months ago, I decided to quit the medication and work on my physical and mental health. I cut off school for short period of time and found a job outside, working in a beauty salon. It worked fine for me since I was too busy that I didn't have time to feel lonely and depressed. Now, since I am coming back to school, depression is coming back. Whenever it rains, I feel very very bad. I don't like to do anythings, just feel so bored and mindless. I have tried whatever I can such as doing yoga, meditation, swimming 3 times/ week. How to be free of depression? It is a burden for me that I really dont wanna keep going anymore. I have one more semester to finish school and the requirement is to get all Bs for all classes in order to graduate. I feel the pressure. and but depression is ridiculously coming along which makes me feel so sick of myself.