Maybe this has to do with the way that you are feeling. When we are depressed we don't see the brighter side of things. This could be what is going on with you. Here things are greyer, it is that time of year. All the leaves are on the ground. There isn't much color.
But it sounds like you are seeing the darker side of things, and your voice could be coming from a lack of enthusiasm. If it is possible. Who knows when it comes to depression. I just hope that you feel better soon. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies