Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 11/12/2009 5:07:05 PM (GMT-7)
Then find someone to give you the funds to go the doctors or find a community health clinic that works on a sliding scale.
You need to seek help for your feelings the sooner the better. I have been there and actually in a double depression now. Seeing a psychiatrist and started my antidepressants again. Not perfect yet but feel much better than I did a month ago.
Everyone is here to help you but you also need to help yourself. You may need medication and more talk therapy. Please seek it out so you can enjoy life again.