I guess that the best way to put this is that if you are antisocial, you can't expect others to be social with you. They probably get the feeling that you don't want them around. Like the girl that wanted to have you come over, she probably wont ask you again, because you said that you were busy. And I have the feeling that you really did want to go. It sounds like you are shy to me.
Try not to worry about tomorrow, tomorrow will work itself out. You will come out further ahead taking life one day at a time. You want to keep your mind focused on the now. What is going on around you at that very minute. So, live in the now. Not the future or the past.
Try not to assume what other people are thinking about you. And to be honest, it doesn't really matter what others think. I know that you prefer to be liked, we all do. We all want others to like us. That is only human. But you could be so very wrong when you assume things.
You will work this out in time. It takes practice, especially living in the moment. But you can do this.
I hope that you feel better soon. take care.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
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