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do-over
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   Posted 12/7/2009 4:32 AM (GMT -7)   
darn ... had a great start ..  i actually slept last night ( with a little help from the meds)  I was up on time and even in a pretty decent mood.  and then BOOM ... it hits me ... totally unmotivated now.  wanna go back to bed and hide from the day.  can't.  but wish i could.  since when did applying mascara become such an exhausting task? 
 
darnit anyway .... 

do-over
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   Posted 12/7/2009 4:41 AM (GMT -7)   
yay ... here comes the panic part. oh good LORD .... where is the klonopin?

this is the worst part ... i think "Am I SICK? Is this REAL?" and try to convince myself .. just put one foot in front of the other ... fake it til I make it ... i can do this i can do this i can do this ... get through the next 30 seconds .... get the kids up ... focus on them ... start their day NICELY ... don't freak out in front of them ... hold it together ....

if i didn't have to have a job .. i would be better in the mornings. if i could stay at home i wouldn't be falling apart at this very minute .... but i'm so afraid of going away ... leaving home ... being around people .... dealing with the day ....

darn .... that was a fast fall. it's official. i'm in the pit.

Tirzah
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   Posted 12/7/2009 8:19 AM (GMT -7)   
Can you call your PCP & ask her to phone in a prescription for you?

THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 12/7/2009 7:07 PM (GMT -7)   
i think it important to seek some assistance now, doc, therapist and or a good friend. hopefully you get your script. sorry that you are down, better days await. hold on, depression at it's worst is extremely debilitating and exhausting. here for you. keep fightin' that good fight. with compassion, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


Daisysmom
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   Posted 12/8/2009 12:27 AM (GMT -7)   
...and just try to hold on to that job too.
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