To us all sunshine
working on about 6 inches of snow now......still coming down and the wind is rapid. Kids hoping for a snow day:)
Not very warm at the moment.........Big snow thrower working tomorrow for sure I need to move south!!!
Warm hugs to you (although you don't need them warm it's summer there ).....Jenn
You both sounds like you had awesome nights!! Both well deserved!
I just finshed blowing 18 inches of wet heavy snow from my drive and walk.....sigh and it is still snowing, although looks as if the end is near. Snow day for the kids today and I was told to stay home and work.....YIPPEE!! I love working from home in my comfies
DH braved it and drove in this morning, his usual 35 minute drive tookd about 90 minutes. But he got there safe. Now to get him home minus the crabbies he had yesterday
Glad to hear you both so well....keep up the smiles!
Thank you Karen!!
I am taking sometime today to do some serious thinking. I have always read that a persons actions/reactions to you are a true window to their feelings. With that said it should be crystal clear to me that he does not care about me nor our marriage. I have got to stop blaming his depression on his treament or lack there of towards me and maybe just start seeing it for what it is......his absence of love/feelings for me. Fragile....I don't think so.....someone who is fragile is also humble...he is neither. Other smart women would have kicked him out a year ago!! WAKE UP JENN!!!
Kind of a bad road I have to go down I think and I have emailed him basically saying that email is the only medium in which I can talk to him where his indifference doesn't effect me......Told him what I am seeing/feeling from his actions and reactions to me and what that says to me and what my intuition is telling my heart. I asked him for honesty and told him that is fair and I deserve it.....will it hurt if I am correct?? Absolutely......especially after all I have done for him in the last 18 months......and during our 10 years together. But I will be ok......
So now I will see if he has the balls to tell me the truth or if he will just ignore my email and not respond. Probably the latter which then just confirms my gut.
Another day in paradise!! Can't beat it with 0 degree temps once again It is friday however.......I feel a few beers in my future Or maybe a crown and water by the christmas tree with christmas music playing!!
More to follow I am sure.....Hugs and Many many Thanks!!! -Jenn