my life feels rushed

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Matt64
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Date Joined Dec 2009
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   Posted 12/8/2009 6:47 PM (GMT -7)   
I feel like i was a child yesterday, running and playing with literally doesens of friends just on my block. Now im grown with loads of responsibilities and im not ready for this, im immature. i lost the love of my life and i dont know what i did wrong, i miss her and i feel like garbage without her. i guess i have felt my pool of friends draining and life rushing around the time she left. i had a dream a few weeks ago about me trying to save a gothic girl that was going crazy, in the dream she tried to murder me. since then i feel darkness filling my life, seeing most people makes me physically sick to my stomach. holidays have lost that special feeling. another fact is that my brother has been raised horribly, he does what he wants when he wants and gets all the money he wants. and yet he is depressed, he doesnt understand feelings. he treats the world like crap. Im not ready for any of this, please someone, whats my problem, how can i feel how i used to?cry

serafena
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Date Joined May 2007
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   Posted 12/8/2009 6:56 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Matt,

Welcome to HealingWell and to the depression forum.

I know it doesn't feel like it, but your grief will get better with time. Have you considered seeing a counselor to try and talk through your feelings of lonliness and dissatisfaction? Depression can be all-consuming, but if you confront it and try to fight it, it does get better.

Keep in touch,
serafena
Serafena
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Bipolar II

"Bipolar disorder can be a great teacher. It's a challenge, but it can set you up to be able to do almost anything else in your life." - CARRIE FISHER


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 12/8/2009 8:00 PM (GMT -7)   
sarafena is right, the quicker you seek assistance/treatment the better and quicker the outcomes for you will be. depression is a very insidious beast, thus i suggest that seeking professional help will be of immense benefit to you. with compassion, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

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