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damagedgoods41
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   Posted 12/24/2009 12:30 AM (GMT -7)   
HI,
 
I really need some help in regard's to me being completely forgetful,clumsy,angry,teary,highly agitated,anxious ect!!!
I started ABILIFY 1 week ago and have been on Avanza for over 12 months. When i saw my pdoc I told him that the Avanza isn't working for me but he said just keep taking it Beverley and wont put me on something different. Also Im not sure if it's the Abilify or my bi-polar11 playing me up badly. Everyday when I wake-up I cant remember what day it is or even the date so i have to check my mobile phone to find out as i cannot remember. Im also very agitated,anxious and very teary and very angry which is getting very scarey as Im normally very cool,calm and collective so to speak but yesterday I went into Target to buy a dress for my daughter's wedding,anyway i went into the checkout and there was a so called lady in front of me,then all of a sudden my ileostomy let off a bad smell and I was very embarrassed by this then this lady turned around to me and said " YOU ****** DIRTY DISGUSTING ***** GO OUTSIDE AND ***** FART IF YOU HAVE TO BUT NOT IN HERE" then the young man that was serving her started laughing at me and I looked away and when I turned back to him he was waving his hand across his nose to this lady laughing his head off. Then the lady said something else to me but by that stage i was in tear's in the middle of Target with alot of people around me. Then I became very angry to the point that i physically chased her outside of the shop's,I went up o her and said to her what did you say to me in there and she said it all again then I said well excuse me but I cant help it as i have a bag,ileostomy and she said i clouldn't vcare what the **** youve got you dirty *****,so I grabbed her by the elbow and said say that again and she did and then the next thing i did was punch her across the face as hard as i could and walked back to my car in a complete mess. I have never been so humiliated in a public place ever until yesterday and i could hardly drive home as i was shaking,crying ect!! I also feel very ashamed by my behaviour as ive never done that before in my life?? And i dont know why im so angry all the time either. I feel like i should be in a pshyc Hospital to get my mood's under control but i dont want to and i cant afford to as i have to work and if i dont im broke. So i dont know what to do and also how do i get this anger under control??? Im really feeling out of control in so many way's and i cant handle it anymore as i cant think straight and anything i do i just muck-up big time!!!!  What do i do please can someone help me with some of this as im not getting anywhere at this stage.Im very scared of my behaviour......
thx to anyone,
 
damagedgoods41..........blush confused cry rolleyes  very confused..............
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


Devoured
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   Posted 12/24/2009 2:26 AM (GMT -7)   
Get off of Abilify. When I took it I became extremely agitated, very easily. I got off it right away.

THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 12/24/2009 3:43 AM (GMT -7)   
beverly, you are at boiling point my friend. you snapped. she deserved  to be told of your bag, you were inflamed thus she didn't care, this got to you further. the embarrassment of the situation was very embarrassing for you. esp with the retail staff and lady haming it up at your expense. geez i fart my head of and daily, i tell people NBF, NATURAL BODILY FUNCTION!!!, yeah i understand that yours was more oderous, but on any other day you probably would have laughed it of yourself. your mind was looking for a release, and it did. i am not excusing her or the situation but i do not condone violence. yeah i understand your financial predicument, but i do think you need to stabilise in hospital, and i didn't forget your promise either!! i am worried for your health my friend. come on, you know what needs to happen. my love and compassion to you beverly. jamie
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


getting by
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   Posted 12/24/2009 10:00 AM (GMT -7)   
Beverly,
 
I really think that the stress from this wedding is getting to you.  And I am hoping that once it is over you will feel better.  So take that into consideration.  I am sorry that you punched that lady.  Can she bring charges against you?  Does she know who you are?  Hopefully not. 
 
Please try to relax as much as possible and bring your stress down to a minimum.  Things are hard this time of year as it is, and a wedding on top of it does not help. 
 
I really help that you feel better soon.  And if you think it is the abilify, talk to your doc before you stop it. 
 
Take care, relax and try to calm down. 
 
Hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


damagedgoods41
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   Posted 12/24/2009 4:34 PM (GMT -7)   
Hello jamiee,karen and devoured,
 
Thx for ur reply's and yes i have to get this under control. I feel totally ashamed about hitting that lady,but it happened and i cant take it back. Karen answer to ur question about me being charged she took my numberplate and i am waiting for that jnock on the door to charge me,but I have to face up to my wrong action's. Jamiee thankyou so much too. I wish i could just laugh it off but cannot as ive had an issue with my ileo-bag for the last 9 years now and it just never gets any better. I also dont want to go out anymore as im scared it's gonna happen again,except for the violent behaviour. I trulu feel TERRIBLE but then why should she get away with that kind of verbal attack,and it's not like she wouldn't ever pass wind??? Im also going to my pdoc in 3 day's so will discuss the abilify as i think im worse eing on it??? I dont know. Also im very stressed about this wedding and every time i think about having to give her away im in tears so how am i going to be when it's really happening?? I dont know if i can say yes as im just lying then,as i dont want her to marry him but cant stop her. Anyway i have to go and organize and i promise no more violence ok. IM SO SO SORRY......
 
DAMAGEDGOODS41..........cry nono nono nono blush
 
MERRY CHRISTMAS TO EVERYONE HOPE YOU ALL HAVE A HAPPY DAY!!!!!!!!!  XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 12/24/2009 4:58 PM (GMT -7)   
take care, and de-stress. merry xmas my friend!!!!! jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


getting by
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   Posted 12/24/2009 10:09 PM (GMT -7)   
Merry Christmas Beverly,
 
I am just sitting here, and it is late.  I worked until 10:30 tonight.  I just ate a bowl of bean soup and some corn bread that my hb made while I was at work.  It was nice to come to a warm home cooked meal after working all day.  I so appreciate him.  I feel so fortunate to have such a compassionate husband.  I don't know what I did to deserve it, but I am so happy that I have him by my side.  Work has been difficult.  We have a new district manager and he made a lot of changes in the store.  Everybody is up in an uproar right now.  I just do my job.  The best that I can. 
 
Beverly, if you are going to do this part in the wedding as you seem that you are, why don't you try to be happy about it.  Give her away with a smile.  You bought the dress, right?  Be happy for her the best that you can.  I know that you don't want her to marry this guy.  But she is going to and you are taking part in the wedding, so make it a happy time.  Enjoy it.  I think you would feel better if you did.  It is all in our attitude about things as how we are going to feel about it.  Just like my job.  Everybody is complaining about it, well, I just do it and smile.  What can I do?  Be miserable like the rest of them?  No way...  If I did, I would hate my job.  And I don't want to do that.  I spend too much time there and if I didn't like it, then I would be miserable too.  So we can change our way of thinking about things, and make them much more pleasant to ourselves. 
 
I am sorry that the woman was so callased.  She basically was rude and that wasn't called for.  But you have to learn to not react to people like that.  Just ignore them.  They aren't worth all the emotion that you are putting into the situation.  What happened is over.  I hope that she doen't press charges against you or anything.  You had a right to be angry, but I don't know the laws there, but here you would be in trouble for hitting her.  If you are, you deal with the consequences of your actions.  Or maybe I should say reaction.  You will learn to bite your tongue and not to hit.  Just think of this as a learning experience.  And try not to think of it too much.  Deal with it when it happens.
 
I hope that things work out for you with the wedding and all.  Remember that this is your daughters day and that you are going to go with the flow of things.  Try to enjoy it.  And if you can't then leave and go home or go somewhere else. 
 
I really hope that you are having a happy holiday.  I imagine that you are having Christmas right now.  Ours is in the morning.
 
Hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


damagedgoods41
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   Posted 12/26/2009 3:25 AM (GMT -7)   
DEAR Jamiee & Karen,
 
Merry Christmas to you both and also hope you both had a great day too?? Thx again for ur very kind word's as it means alot to me. Anyway chrissy Day went really well,there was just me Mum,Dad and my brother and we had a roast for lunch and it was lovely. Then i went and picked up Tahlia my grandaughter and had her for the night last night and that was also lovely and she was an angel... Then today my daughter got married and it was beautiful,she looked amazing and so did her new HUSBAND, Tahlia was a flower girl and Destiny was a bridesmaid with my niece Rochelle and it went off so well,I was actually pleased at how it all went i gave her away to Patrick and he hugged and thanked me for doing what i did. Also my daughter told me she loves me and she was very sorry for theway she's been treating me and also said that she thought I would be DEAD before she even got married and that was her worrie,that i wouldn't be there to give her away but it all happened and went soooooo wellllllll!!!! I'm relly happy to be honest and it brought the whole family even closer today. Thx again for even thinking about me to you both. HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU ALL.
LUV,
 
BEVERLEY......... XXXXXXXXXXXXX  yeah turn smilewinkgrin yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


damagedgoods41
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   Posted 12/26/2009 3:28 AM (GMT -7)   
p.s even before i got beccy out of the car i was in tears of happiness as i was so very proud of my daughter today....... xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 12/26/2009 5:32 AM (GMT -7)   
EXCELLENT BEVERLY!!!!!!! SOME WONDERFUL AND ENLIGHTENING NEWS.
 
VERY PROUD OF YA. THINGS ARE LOOKING UP!!!
 
YEAH. JAMIEyeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah yeah
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


getting by
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   Posted 12/26/2009 8:53 AM (GMT -7)   
Hey Beverly,
 
I am so happy that the wedding went well.  I am so glad that you had tears of joy and not sadness.  And for Beccy to say that she loves you, well, that just brought tears to my eyes.  This is wonderful. 
 
I hope that you had a wonderful Christmas as well.  I worked, but we are celebrating ours on Tuesday with the grandkids.  I am looking forward to that.
 
I found a site that might help you when things get down.  We all know that we wont have perfect days always so I wanted to share.
 
www.livinglifetothefull.com
 
Just incase you need it.  It is also free.  I don't know why it didn't all turn blue.  I hope that I didn't write it wrong.
 
Work was good yesterday.  We were quite busy for not being able to sell alcohol and it being Christmas.  A lady that I don't even know, brought me some chocolate cake.  I thought that was so sweet.  And it was really good.  I didn't share it though, well, I was the only one working.  But I brought it home and my hb and I enjoyed it. 
 
Again, I am so happy for you!!!  You deserved to have a happy day with your family.
 
Hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


damagedgoods41
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Total Posts : 377
   Posted 12/27/2009 1:50 AM (GMT -7)   
Dear Karen & Jamiee,
 
Thankyou both again for ur wonderful support. I hope you both have had a very HAPPY CHRISTMAS as you both truly deserve to be HAPPY!!
You are both selfless as in your more worried about other's when you are also going through hard times and i thankyou so much for that too.
Karen i'm glad ur enjoying ur work but it sound's like ur extremely busy with it all?? Also how nice of that lady to share her chocolate cake with you,that's how everyone should be in life. I also hope you hav a wonderful day with ur grandchildren on Tuesday and hope u all have a lovely day. Yes the wedding was just beatiful and I cried from the minute we turned up with Becc in my car and just the word's she used with me were heartfelt and i feel like we have that Mother Daughter connection backagain. Hopefully it will last and I will make sure it does as we only live once and it's not worth being hostile anymore as I just want to live my life to the fullest. And thanks 4 putting the website details on here for me and i shall try it ok. Jamiee i thankyou again also
for ur kind word's as usual. Ur a very special person and I feel like ive known you for many years and i can talk to you about anything and i like that. Also how is ur new FIANCE' going?? When are you getting married,and have you set a date as yet?? I would like to also wish you both a very "HAPPY 2010" and may it be all that you want it to be.....  Take care to you both.
 
sincerly,
 
damagedgoods.....  xxxxxxxxx          yeah smilewinkgrin yeah smurf smurf smurf smurf xxxxxx
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 12/27/2009 6:35 PM (GMT -7)   
thx sweetie. a couple of years away. no rush. got to get her here first!!! have a good one beverly. with compassion, jamiesmilewinkgrin  it has been a long year-and it has caught up on me the last few weeks. peace and happiness for 2010.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


serafena
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   Posted 12/27/2009 7:17 PM (GMT -7)   
Congratulations, Beverley,

I know this has been stressful and has made you anxious, but I'm so glad that it worked out well and you had a nice time. You deserve a little peace and joy.

serafena
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damagedgoods41
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   Posted 12/27/2009 11:50 PM (GMT -7)   
ur very welcome Jamiee and hope you get some rest. HAPPY NEW YEAR 4 2010!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!!! STAY SAFE......

Beverley. :))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


damagedgoods41
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Date Joined Sep 2009
Total Posts : 377
   Posted 12/27/2009 11:54 PM (GMT -7)   
Dear Sarafena, thx 4 ur very kind reply regarding all that's been happening. I'm finally feeling so much more positive about most thing's in my life...... HAPPY NEW YEAR TO YOU AND UR FAMILY..........
BE SAFE...................
SINCERLY,

BEVERLEY...... :)))))))))))) XXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXXX
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 12/28/2009 2:45 AM (GMT -7)   
beverly, i am honoured that you feel you can talk to me about anything, i feel the same way!!! i am an open book, many more pages that require writing; i never stop learning, thus this book will never close!!! oh, my favourite book of all time is the lord of the rings, j.r.r.tolkein. and i enjoy his poetry and other writings as well. check ya later. jamietongue
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


damagedgoods41
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   Posted 12/30/2009 1:48 AM (GMT -7)   
hi to all,
 
Hope everyone are well? Just need to get some stuff off my plate again. We had a phone call yesterday to say that my Aunt Patricia is in Maroondah Hospital and is dying, so me my Mum and Dad went into see her and when i saw her i lost it, i had to leave the room as i sobbed my heart out,then tried to compose myself and walk back in there and again i lost it as i cant hold my emotion's in anymore. We stayed for 2hours and really said our goodbye's which was really horrible as we did the same for her husband 3 years ago!!! I cant control my emotion's and all im doing is crying. Then today mum and I went to see my doctor and we had a phone call to say that my Aunt had been put into pallitive care as she only has 24 hours if that?? She only has half a lung and has suffered from bronchial pnuemonia all her life but it has now affected her so badly that she was on permanent oxygen day and night. She also has been suffering terribly with fluid on her lung and heart and her leg's are like elephant's as they are just full of fluid. anyway they have stopped her abtibiotics and her laxics for the fluid and her b.p. is only 85/40 and she is fighting to even breath and all of her organs are shutting down. I hate this as it's not fair as the good die to young why cant they take someone that's bad?? Thx for listening anyone out there as I needed to get this off my plate as im stressing over my daughter again but that another issue which will have to wait. Also Jamiee thx so much for ur reply ur so kind,generous and the rest and i thankyou so much for letting me vent and ur just truly understanding. Keep it up ok. Also it's about time you became a Forum Moderator as ur just so good at helping people with any illness.
 
Sincerly,
 
beverley.............cry cry mad cry cry
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 12/30/2009 3:42 AM (GMT -7)   
oh beverly, so sorry that your aunt is in palliative care. if it were i -i too would have troubles with my emotions. yours are out of love, thus i am sending you my compassion. you certainly have been through some big stuff beverly. you are a strong, talented and empathetic women. keep posting, i am here for you. my e-mail is open to you if you need to chat. with kindness and compassion. jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


getting by
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   Posted 12/30/2009 9:31 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi Bev,
 
I am so sorry to hear about your aunt, but know that she will be in a better place.  She knows that you are there, even if she isn't coherent.  She can still hear.  That is the last thing to go.  So cry if you need, it is good to get emotions out.  There is nothing wrong with that.
 
Ignore your daughter, she got what she wanted and you made the best of the wedding.  So she will be a tough one to deal with now.  But just ignore her and her antics. 
 
It is time to start thinking of you again.  What do you need to be happy.  You are a good person and don't deserve the nasty treatment that you get from her.  Put her on the back burner for now until you are ready to deal with it.
 
I hope that you have a good day.
 
My thoughts are with you.
 
Hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


damagedgoods41
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   Posted 12/31/2009 8:27 PM (GMT -7)   
DEAR KAREN AND JAMIEE,
 
Happy New year to you both?? Thanks so much for ur kind word's again. My Auntie Pat passed away last night at 7p.m.,very sad 2day and dont even feel like celebrating anything as i feel horrible. All i can think about is my Aunt at this stage. She was still awake at lunch time yesterday then we were called in and last saw her at 3p.m. but she had slipped into a coma,they gave her morphine and she just slipped away by 7pm, it's not fair. Sorry have to go as im to emotional.
 
sincerly,
 
beverley.cry cry cry shakehead shakehead    xxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxxx
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


getting by
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   Posted 12/31/2009 9:33 PM (GMT -7)   
Beverly,
 
Please accept my condolences for the passing of your aunt.  Know that she is in a better place right now.  And would want you to continue to be happy with life.  But we all grieve differently so anyway is the right way for you.  Let it out and release all of the tension by crying.  Allow yourself the tears as need be.  It is cleansing.
 
Enjoy coming into a new year with hopes of health and happiness.
 
Hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 12/31/2009 9:49 PM (GMT -7)   
my sincere condolences beverly. my heart and compassion is with you at this time. jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


damagedgoods41
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   Posted 1/1/2010 1:24 AM (GMT -7)   
THANKYOU TO BOTH OF YOU!!!!!!!

BEVERLEY. XX
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
DX chronic depression,bi-polarr11,panic disorder & o.c.d.!!
Currently taking Avanza 30mg,Abilify 20mg,Climara HRT patch 3.8mgs,seroquel 300mgs,valium5mgs-prn only & Asprin!! :((((((
 
Some folks are wise and some folks are otherwise!!!!!
 
Memory is the mother of all wisdom!!!!!
 
The music is nothing if the audience is deaf!!!! 
 


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 1/1/2010 5:28 AM (GMT -7)   
we are with you. with peace and harmony. jamie
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

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