Well first of all i am happy to be on this site and let me be one of the last to wish you a very merry christmas but the reason i joined this site was to get some advice with my problem's
This is proabably going to sound stupid but whatever but who cares..... Ok m problems are not that serious well i mean there not like someone dying or Money troubles that alot of people have.
Its just i am a freshman in high school and i am starting ti have real bad depression. MAinly it is because of this girl that i like. I have liked her for almost a year but she barley seem's to notice me. I have looked up things like love addiction and it seems close to that. Like i think about
her in a way i have never thought about
any girl before. If any of you have ever been a teenage guy then you know what teenage guys think about
SEX! when i liked and went out with other girls that's mainly what i thought about
but with this girl it was diffrent i rarely thought about
sex ever.I didnt think about
female body parts or whatever i just thought about
being around her at most making out. When she came around though i could never think of anything to say i was just dumbstruck. and its not like she is like the mega super hot skank of the school i mean i think she is beautiful and she is pretty popular but does not have like and giant female parts or anything so she isn't seen as like the hottest girl in school or anything.
But i do remember a few times when i did talk to her for extended periods of time like 5 minutes or so and i could make her laugh and it not be weird or anything i felt like king of the world and i was smiling for like several days at a time. But when i was around her and it was quiet and it was awkward i can get so deppressed like a few times i have just layed there listening to deppressive music staring at the wall for hours.I have even had dreams about
Anybody got any advice diagnosis or insight? it would be much apprecitated.sorry about
the bad spelling
Post Edited (.Mop) : 12/25/2009 10:08:05 PM (GMT-7)