Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 1/14/2010 1:56:57 PM (GMT-7)
skipped lunch again. nothing yummy to eat really and i find that i'm not really hungry.
I can't concentrate right now on my school work bcuz grades don't matter. and i'm failing a class (Chemistry) which means i need to pass my exam in order to pass the class, so i don't have to repeat it..........
The whole day people have been making fun of me. and the one girl thinks i don't care that shes beating me up with her words. shes like "you don't care." and i said nothing cuz i can't stick up for myself.
talked to my friends they made fun of death. and we actually ended up having a wierd conversation. i can't trust any adults bcuz i have trust issues. IN 8th grade (currently in 11th) my teachers had a meeting with me and my mom. She didnt believe me and we ended up having a fight.