For some reason the print in your post is very small and really hard to read. I found it took me a while as I needed a magnifing glass to read it.
Do you suffer from depression? It sounds to me like you have normal problems for somebody your age. The thing tht you really have to realize is that beauty is in the eye of the beholder. What is attractive to one person isn't necessarily attractive to another. To me, looks are superfiscial anyway. I think it is all in the person, as to whether they are nice or not. The true beauty comes from within.
It also takes a long time to make good friends. That comes from years of knowing eachother. So that just more or less takes time.
As for eating, continue to do what you do. Make healthy choices, get exercise and drink a lot of water. Water fills you up so that you don't feel so hungry. And if you aren't really hungry, don't eat. If you are going to eat food with a lot of calories, burn it off with exercise.
I hope that this helps.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies