Post Edited By Moderator (serafena) : 1/19/2010 6:14:00 PM (GMT-7)
bluebird, sounds like a lot of fear and sadness. Even when we think we are acting normal I know that I'm not. Many years I have put on a brave face and haven't fooled very many. Doing everyday things are tough...especially through the tears. Your husband may be suffering also with the greif and with helplessness of helping you. Fight Fight Fight through the tears and see if you can find some semblence of yourself of a happier time. Your child will always be a part of you and will always be sad that they are gone......today is here though and we gotta grab it....not sure how to do this as I am in a quandry myself....but I am hoping to find today and see at least a small percent of happy somewhere.
I dont knowthe key to success,but the key to failure
is trying to please everybody!!!!!!!!!!!
Life becomes harder for us, when we live life for others!!!
Without music, life would be a mistake!!!!!!!!!
Im not young enough to know everything!!!!!!!!