hi all, how are we?
my stupid hospital said they have been calling me regarding my utherera surgery, this was however afrter i e-mailed them as i was getting sick of waiting, i was a cat-2, 3 months now 6 months. on fri i got an e-mail stating that they have left messages on my ph since the 15th. none liars! and i e-mailed that they have had my e-mail since last year!!
seen my g.p. fri, seems i have an itis at the end of the urethera, thus on mon i will give urine and blood-may well be caused by magnesuim defiency and or calicum deposits. i have no excess fluid in my bladder as it is forming at the stricture, thus constant urination, looks like surgery in the latter part of next week.
i am a tad worried about my mum, she had surgery to remove a plate and screws from a fall she had years ago, one screw was extracting itself thus causing her immense pain. they are now out, 2 months ago, albeit she can no longer lift and clean, she is carer, and her clients are screaming for her. she will get stronger albeit her BP is sky high, coversyl to coversyl plus, she will have an echo on her heart. due to no money things are pilling up. i will visit next week, a friend is loaning me his wheels and i will attempt to give her some money. and to vent a bit!!
teeth, 2 more left bottom molars to come out, most likely a partial upper denture soon!! lady, well she went to the wrong venue, came late, was extremely grumpy due to the heat, i copped a bit of an attack also. furious with my sister as she did not pick me up. waited to 20 to 11, then walked the 45 minutes home. was stuffed and hungry. lucky it was flat!! didn't have enough time with the doc, thus next week i will ask for an increase in the cymbalta, got the increas in the seroquel last time, albeit i am very immune to it, thus i do not sleep sometimes, evem with 1200mg!! would put a bull to sleep!!
will finish my assigmnents this week. i will work on some tommorow, sun. too many visitors, even the darn sign is no longer effective. people disregard it and knock and or walk in and i am asleep and or trying to.......i am going to crack it real soon!!! feet are real sore, have put them up today. ok, thx for letting me whinge a bit, talk a bit-so thx for reading my long post. cheers, jamie.
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