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THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 1/31/2010 1:08 AM (GMT -7)   
hi all, yep i am officially overwhelmed!!
went to melbourne sat morning with my mate bob, seen mum and my 2 bro's. it was nice, hot though. had some ales, and put a hand mower together. bob became giddy, he has been for awhile, last week he was in his toilet and smshed his head through the bathroom window, and when we got back from melb he was a tad distrought and confused, thus i said go home to bed.
 
last night stupid me blew some coin, yeah think i need to go back to GA. hoping my net and ph do not get cancelled, as i owe a bit. will seek some releif from an agency i know in the morning. will see if i can get a loan of bob. oh, mum is tight too, and i gave her some money, at least that was smart, i just aviodance coped last night.
 
tomorrow i see my gp, hoping the bloods and urine are ok, we think i have an itis, most likely cycitis. will be asking for an increase in the cymbalta also. tues, dentist, more extractions and fri i finally get my utheral stricture operated on!! day procedure. have not finished my assignments, health first.
 
i am angry with my so called mate steve. he was to lend me his van fri night to go to melb with. did not call or turn up, albeit he uses me as his pit stop!! last week he and his god son came around, by the time that he left he had 8 showers and asked as i was making tea for myself to make tea for his god son because he had not eaten all day, and he is steve's guest. furthermore he used my computer to check his face-book; thus steve is no longer welcome here, what has been happening is an abuse of friendship.
 
massive insomnia as well, will speak to doc. oh well. take care everyone. sorry for a bit of a vent. i have forgiven myself for my stuff up, and it will hurt this fortnight. live and learn!! be safe and well guys, with compassion,
jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


getting by
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   Posted 1/31/2010 9:38 AM (GMT -7)   
My Jamie,

There has been a lot going on with you. That is hard to cope, but you seem to be doing well.

I hope that you don't get anything shut off. I am sorry that you are in this situation. Hopefully things will be better.

Good luck at the dentist and your procedure on Friday. Please let us know how things turn out. I am thinking of you and praying for you. You are the best, you know that I hope.

Hugs, Karen
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
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   Posted 1/31/2010 10:35 AM (GMT -7)   
cheers karen, will be okay, just an expensive stuff up!!! jamie
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
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   Posted 2/1/2010 2:14 AM (GMT -7)   
today i went to see my GP, the surgery was packed. i arrived on time, but after an hour and half, and real hungry i went up to the counter and advised the staff that i am no longer waiting. i said i need to eat, i am a diabetic. so i left him a note about my surgery coming up this fri, and that i need a long consult to talk about my insomnia and depression. got back, bus was half n hour and found some goodies my neighbour left me. got stuck into them!! 5 minutes later my mates from vinnies arrived, i was a right mess, i apologised they said we are here to listen, that felt good. got some vouchers. having tea soon.
 
my sister was a mess also today, she came around, and was ranting about the finance people taking out her rent money etc. car loan, it was an unauthorised deduction, then she exploded as they said to her on the ph that she would have to wait 2 days, then i copped it, she said people on the f'n dole/pension get f'n everything the lazy.......i looked at her to say, people like me, she knew and apologised and said she is going to cry. i feel for her albeit her choices on things are just plain stupid, i can no longer financially help her, she already owes me thd's and i will never see it, just like steve i am a pit stop for the net, ph, etc.
 
vented enough, sorry for the rant, i needed it as i was exploding an hr ago, have calmed somewhat. thx, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


getting by
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   Posted 2/1/2010 7:24 AM (GMT -7)   
Jamie,

I am sorry that you are going through so much right now. I am glad tht you didn't give your sister any money. She has her problems, you have yours. Take care of you.

Sounds like last night was busy on the forum. I am glad that you were there. You are a life saver. And so much appreciated on this forum.

I hope that things are getting better for you. Know that we are here for you and always will be.

Take care my friend.

Hugs, Karen
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
Total Posts : 18743
   Posted 2/1/2010 9:37 PM (GMT -7)   
thx, was reaching out to someone who needed help. karen, a question, i have sent through a few alerts lately, is there a way of knowing if one has already been sent? so i or others don't double up etc. with kindness, jamie. ps dentist 2 diseased molars removed, 1st one easy, second 40 minutes, had to be cracked with the drill. i lot of stitches am sore, was given no pain releif, a friend has helped, will ask my neighbour for some pain releif later. panadine forte, tis okay i am allowed. jamie. no more extractions!! yeah, although my paperwork for the funding has lapsed, dr. did it wrong, so i need to see him for that-dentures, and to see how my bloods and urine went-and to discuss depressionand insomnia situation. will ask for 1st cab of the rank and a extended consultation. regards jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


getting by
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   Posted 2/1/2010 10:50 PM (GMT -7)   
Jamie,

I don't know of any way to know if an alert has been sent or not. I send them even if I don't know if somebody else has. That is just the chance we take. It is good to send incase noboby else does. Or if nobody else sees the post. So thanks for your help.

I hope that your mouth gets better soon. But yeah, no more tooth aches. lol... Are you all ready for Friday? I hope that the procedure goes well. Make sure to let us know.

Hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
Total Posts : 18743
   Posted 2/1/2010 11:30 PM (GMT -7)   
yeah getting ready!! will continue to send alerts if i see that they are required. thx, got some panadeine forte, starting to settle. cheers, jamie, really tired. bloods and ecg tomorrow for hospital, i need to call thurs for surgery time, all info has come in the mail today. with healing compassion, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


damagedgoods41
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   Posted 2/4/2010 8:47 PM (GMT -7)   
Dear Jamiee,
 
Im very sorry that ur going through all of these rotten things at this time and am sorry that people are using you to their advantage "know how that feels" it's very selfish an unfair with the way ur being treated,as ur alway's the one that;s there for everyone else!!! As you say to me dont let them treat you like that as you honestly do not deserve any of what they are doing so tell them to go jump. I also hope ur surgery goes well for you and you have a quick and safe recovery.
And hope your not being too hard on urself in regard's to ur spending of late!!! Jamiee it dosen't matter as we are all human and we all make mistakes,so please dont beat urself up about any of it . Your alway's in my thought's and hope you start to feel better very soon. Look after YOU Jamiee and no bugger else. take care for now.
sincerley,
 
beverley.........scool scool scool scool
Permanent ileostomy,radical hysterectomy & bi-lateral ophrectomy,bi-lateral mastectomy,atonic bladder.
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    is trying to please everybody!!!!!!!!!!!

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    THE HAPPY TURTLE
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    Date Joined Mar 2009
    Total Posts : 18743
       Posted 2/6/2010 12:20 AM (GMT -7)   
    cheers beverly, feeling better for reading your post, jamietongue
    YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
     
    DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
     
    REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

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