i need to vent and this is the only place that my parents won't look....mainly because they don't know i'm on here. facebook is no longer safe because they have pages themselves and have already questioned things i've put on there...which is a pain by itself.
i was sitting downstairs using my mom's laptop since mine isn't working with the tv on (it helps since i have ADD) and doing homework. my mom comes down and pretends to ask me to go somewhere else to do homework so that they can watch a movie...in reality i know it's her "polite" way to ask me to leave. when i complain a little bit they freak out and blow up about how it's their house, and that the movie has been sitting there for a week, blah blah blah.
i said i needed to "(enter bad word here) move" and my mom goes "i totally agree". i would give anything to move out; i was at my boyfriends all week last week and literally was in a better mood and actually was able to relax. here, if they're not yelling at me for something then they're fighting or just avoiding me in general.
being here totally adds to my depression and i can't tell them anything because they don't take me seriously half the time. i can't afford to move out either; otherwise i would have never moved back home, and i can't convince my boyfriend to move out yet either. other than complete avoidance or locking myself in my room i am not sure what to do...
i'm so frustrated that all the concentration i had on my homework is now gone.