I'm almost 14 (March 26) and for the past 9 months whenever something goes wrong my mum gets really angry at me.
*Your just like your d*ckhead father and his family, why don't you go and live with them
*I wish i never had a d*ckhead of a kid like you
*Should have given you up at birth
*Your no child of mine
*Your a real b*tch of a kid
*You couldn't be a normal kid could you, no you had to be like his family
*Everytime I look at you you remind me of your d*ckhead father
*(Holds her fist at my head, but dosn't touch me) I feel like punching your head in and killing you and burying you in the ground
I really hate myself, i feel like an outcast, a werido, unormal and selfish.
She apololises afterwards but it ALWAYS happens again.
It really gets to me at night even when it's not happening.
I want to talk to someone in person who i know as well as on here, like one of my teacher's but i'm worried i'll make myself look stupid, as if i'm getting upset over nothing.
Post Edited (Jewels-Anne) : 3/7/2010 8:00:20 AM (GMT-7)