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gb772
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   Posted 3/11/2010 11:20 AM (GMT -7)   
Hello my name is George
I'm loosing it...I feel so depressed and I get these anxiety attacks that are killing me.
I feel lonely and I don't know what to do sometimes. I'd a major broke down yesterday while I was at school and this is destroying me.
I really don't know what to do. I looked for help but I'm not getting much. I don't have any friends and I'm lonely..I moved from another country to California, US about 2 1/2 years ago and I can't still find CA as my new place.
At times I feel people get annoyed by my conversations cause I can't talk without bringing up my own problems -because I don't have any friends at all and I don't know many people out here- I don't know if it's too much to ask for
I'm sorry I'm bringing more crisis here but I'm crying for help and I don't know what to do with myself...I can't take it anymore

getting by
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   Posted 3/11/2010 2:50 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi GB772,

I am sorry that you are suffering so. It takes time to make new friends. And eventually you will get closer to people. Have you tried counseling at school? I think it would be good for you.

Welcome to HealingWell and to the depression forum. I hope that you start to feel better soon.

Hugs, Karen
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


gb772
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   Posted 3/11/2010 2:53 PM (GMT -7)   

Hello Karen and thank you so much for answering.

I talked to a counselor at school and I'm seeing a therapist...today actually I've and appointment and it couldn't be a better moment. It's the second time I'm seeing him so we're barely starting.

I'm really trying to feel better, I always laugh and smile but when I get home, to my room, etc where I'm alone the real me comes out again


getting by
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   Posted 3/11/2010 4:39 PM (GMT -7)   
I am glad that you are seeing a counselor, they really do help. It does take time to get to the root of things, but I am sure that you are on your way to a healing journey.

I think we all put on a front at times, we just don't want people to know that we are hurting inside. But it is good to release it in some way, be it meditation, art or writing. Coming here to vent is good as we all know and understand what you are going through. I think you will find that this is a pretty neat place.

Glad that you seem to be feeling better. Take care, keep posting.

Hugs Karen
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THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 3/12/2010 10:07 AM (GMT -7)   
hi gb772. jamie here, male, 37.
 
am glad that you have started therapy, it is really helpful, something that i can truely testify to!! it is good that you also found us at hw as well. we care. i too hope that you feel better very soon. we are here to support you as best as we can. and you are also helping yourself via seeking assistance. keep reaching out. with healing compassion, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


gb772
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   Posted 3/13/2010 12:11 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi Jamie...I'm gb -George, male, 22-
Thank you so much for taking the time to write a message. I truly appreciate it and it's helping me a lot.
The therapy thing it's working at some point and I'm really trying my best to feel better. I think one of the problems is that like I said I don't have friends out here and I feel lonely so all this starts to come to me but little by little I'm trying everyday...

THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 3/14/2010 1:46 AM (GMT -7)   
good george, u will find heaps of good people here my friend. keep at, little by little. things will and do get better, esp for those doing the work!!! proud of ya, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

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