The memories are the toughest. I try to avoid thinking of him. I dont even have any pictures hanging up in my apartment. I do have the half eatin box of Mike and Ikes from the night before he passed. His dream was to be a pro ball player, own a large home and fill it with Mike and Ikes.
He was a huge Darek Jeter fan and always pretended to be him. He didnt play football but loved Bret Favre. I promissed to take him to a Packers game to see him play and didnt get to. He wanted to write Favre and ask him if he ate Mike and Ikes before he played.
Your very nice, thank you. My ex girlfriend told me I was using him as a crutch, in other words using him as an excuse when I would get upset or be depressed or when I would express how difficult it is to go to the ballfield and I wanted her with me.
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