hi xoperfectly, jamie here, male, 37.
my suggestion is to speak with your doctor. anti-depressants for me are an absolute god-send as i live with major depressive disorder and severe borderline personality disorder. you don't need to suffer in silence. effective treatments are out there and very available. wishing you well. welcome to the forum. you have been brave in posting, keep being brave. with compassion, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.