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elicia
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Date Joined Feb 2010
Total Posts : 23
   Posted 4/29/2010 9:04 PM (GMT -7)   
i feel sad, pissed, depressed.. anything. everything.
i mostly feel stupid. my boyfriend has been out at the park right down the street from my house since 5:00, and he's been hanging out with our good friend who's a guy and some girl. that, alone, pisses me off. and my boyfriend is JUST now leaving. ever since he left, ive been texting him, asking him what hes doing and telling him stupid stuff that makes me look like a clingy, emotional, obsessive freak of a girlfriend. im just scared. and mad because he didn't invite me. but honestly, he's been "sitting there doing nothing" for 4 hours. just now leaving. and i'm even more pissed because who would sit there and "do nothing" for 4 hours at a park? and he was saying, oh, him (our guy friend) and that girl are hooking up, and i texted him back saying "so you're just sitting there, watching." and he was like "yeah."
doesn't that sound stupid...? who sits there and does nothing for 4 hours? he's been doing something.. and if hes been drinking or anything else, he swore to me that we were going to stay sober. and what if he was cheating on me? ugh im so ******* paranoid but it makes me so mad... i cant stand it...

i dont care if anyone replies really. im just venting.. i need someone to talk to.. because i'm lame and stupid and don't have any friends. haha i'm pathetic.

elicia
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Date Joined Feb 2010
Total Posts : 23
   Posted 4/29/2010 9:06 PM (GMT -7)   
and it's sad because i'm actually afraid to go to sleep because i never know what he could be doing...
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THE HAPPY TURTLE
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Date Joined Mar 2009
Total Posts : 18760
   Posted 4/30/2010 1:19 AM (GMT -7)   
hi jamie here.
 
i think you two need to have a frank chat about what is going on. you are not pathetic nor stupid. your instincts are telling you something. best not to stew on it, best to get it out there. you deserve to be told what is going on. i hope this helps, with compassion, jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


Resh
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Date Joined Apr 2010
Total Posts : 4
   Posted 5/3/2010 7:53 AM (GMT -7)   
you deserve to treat yourself with more respect... i did this mistake. go upto him and ask him in a non confrontational way. you have to stand up for yourself, n one else is gonna do that for you.
love and prayers
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