I cannot believe how much you have going on right now. I agree with everyone else that this is so unfair, but you really do sound so strong. I am glad that you are staying in that grief group. I am so concerned about your living situation. I am bipolar and only drink alcohol now and then (which I shouldn't even do) but bp and alcohol don't mix, so your Mom is definitely in trouble. I just hate how this is affecting you.
Keep reaching out trying for more support in your life. And really do take things one day at a time for yourself. You can get even more overwhelmed than you already are if you think far ahead (even so much as a week).
Misunderstood was so correct about our experieces good and bad do shape who we are. Being bipolar I have strength unlike most people and when time are so hard I try with everything in me, to hang on. Wondering how often you have panic attacks? They are tough. In fact I have one coming on now...but I have medication to take when one hits.
I wish I had the power to kick your Mom's bf out of the house forever so you would never have to worry about that again. Be safe and don't hesitate to call police if you need to....
I, along with all of us here, am here for you. Many hugs your way,
Post Edited (-Misunderstood-) : 5/26/2010 2:52:14 PM (GMT-6)
I dont knowthe key to success,but the key to failure
is trying to please everybody!!!!!!!!!!!
Life becomes harder for us, when we live life for others!!!
Without music, life would be a mistake!!!!!!!!!
Im not young enough to know everything!!!!!!!!