Welcome to HW. Karen is right, your Mom shouldn't be hurting you physically or emotionally, at all. I went through something similar before I left my house for college. My Mom was constantly yelling at me and fighting with me. It was horrible. And that was roughly when the depression started, which she was mad at as well....She was furious that I was depressed and insisted I was faking it!
Like Karen said, I would reach out as much as you can. There has to be another route. It's so unfortunate your Mom is lying and getting away with this. It's too much to be dealing with all of this and feeling how you feel at the same time. You would be suprised how much your life can change when you find the right help. A support group ended up saving my life and changing the way I live with my illness forever.
I really hope there is something out there to get you through this...
Please keep us posted, we are here.
Bipolar II, Anxiety/Panic Disorder
Clonazepam .5mg as needed, Methoprazine 12 mg/day, Mirapex working up to 2.25 mg/day, Lamictal 400mg/day