i guess most people can relate to that kind of feeling, it is totally normal i would think. it always seems like there isnt an end to it, seems like there is nothing that can pull you out of that bottomless pit where you keep falling and the light in the distance is fading, but then again, there are so many other things to live for. when you find something beautiful that can take your mind off what you know you are missing, then it becomes easier to deal with the void. you cant fill it up with one thing or person, but bit by bit, yo will find other things that make life worthwhile and beautiful. hard as it is to accept, some things just need time. believe that you will make it through and it will all be over soon. just believe that you will find other beautiful things in your life. i hope you feel better soon.