Welcome to the healing well depression forum. It sounds like you get bored with things quickly. Could that be the case with you? I don't see any other reason why you would become indifferent to things so rapidly.
If I were you, I would definately talk to somebody about your interest in self harm. As we are not suppose to discuss it on the forum. I am speaking of somebody professional such as a therapist or a counselor.
It is normal to have lasting relationships with people and things. that is why I think it sounds like you get bored easy. Do you make friends easily? Once you learn the value of a good friendship, you probably wouldn't act the way that you do. And what you are doing is probably going to make you some enemies. Are you mean to the people or do you just stop coversing with them? I know people that actually become good friends with others and then start to treat them meanly. I stay clear from people like that.
I hope that you do talk to somebody, I am glad that you are clean now. We aren't suppose to talk about that either, but wanted to let you know that I am happy for you.
Take care, have a great weekend.
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