First of all, welcome to the forum. I want to provide you with some resources just incase you need them.
Update Resource Numbers and Website Links:
National Suicide Hotline
This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.
NDMDA Depression Hotline | Support Group. 800-826-3632
Suicide Prevention Services Crisis Hotline 800-784-2433
I don't know what all your situation pertains to, but do you have a lawyer? This is a little too heavy for the forum. We will help you with support, but I think a lawyer is in order for you.
I hope that you can get some help soon.
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies