Since the beginning of 2010 I've attended Three funerals for: My uncle, my grandfather, and just today, my aunt. I keep crying during these funerals and feel sick. My grandfather's was the worst. I have a FOURTH funeral to attend tomorrow for my second uncle...The worst part is...my grandmother is dying in 6 months, and i dont think i can handle another death.
Even the people I never knew are dying...my house cleaner's husband died from cancer, and a little crow i named Charlie in my backyard died two days ago. It's too much, i just can't take it anymore. My mom can't go ONE DAY without crying and i feel so horrible watching that.
It's like everyone in my family is dying and im so scared to lose someone closest to me.
What do i do?
Suzy Nell J.