I would also like to welcome you to the forum. I agree with Siobhan, maybe couples counseling would help. Try and get him to go.
I am sorry for the loss of your father. That must have been devastating for you to see. Be proud of taking care of him so well. You spent a lot of time with him and that is fond memories. Hold on to that.
Some grief counseling might be in order too. That really helps at a time like this.
Know that we all are here for you. Keep posting and let us know how you are doing. You are going through a difficult time right now. Know that you are in my thoughts and prayers at this time.
We are all here for you. Like I say, keep on posting. You will get a lot of support here.
Take care our new friend.
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