Been to my therapist 3-4 times now. It is great that I have someone neutral that I can tell my dark secrets to without judgment. Not sure when this will all start helping me though. My feelings and emotions are so powerful they trump over my desires it seems. For example; I desire to enjoy my wife and our relationship BUT I cannot stand being around her anymore, and she is a great wife/person. Depression is so destructive, how/when will I come out on the other side?
Dx of UC in Dec 1999
in remission for past 2 & 1/2 yrs
3 Asacol x2/day
46 yrs old