hi, jamie here, male 37.
i have severe borderline personality disorder. it is very tricky to dx. i feel a chat with your local mental health agency can help with a clearer dx and for you to understand your condition(s) better. 1 part of the criteria for borderline is depression, although you maybe just depressed. hoping this helps. keep posting, we care. with compassion, jamie
ps welcome to the forum. hang in there.