Welcome to the depression forum. First of all, I want to warn you about not taking your blood pressure medications, you could have a stroke. It is very important to get your blood pressure back to normal. It is nothing to take lightly.
Yes it does sound like you have depression. I think the others have said it well. Get help!!! This is really important. If you don't take care of yourself, how can you take care of your family? Seriously, talk to a doctor or a psychiatrist. You need to catch this before it gets any worse.
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