It is so sweet that you are concerned about your father like you are. But think of it this way, the more that you worry, the more stress on you. So the thing that you are worried about him, is effecting you. I think if you take this one day at a time, really enjoy the time that you do get to spend together, everything will work out for the best. Be thankful (as I am sure that you are) for the time that you do get to spend together and that it seems to be that he enjoys what he is doing. Though I am sure that he would much rather be spending time with family.
Try to have faith that his health is good. Mental and physical. Believe that he is happy, even though he is busy. And just do the best that you can. Most of all, stop worrying. It isn't doing anybody any good. Especially not for you. Take each day as it comes.
I am glad to read that you feel better just writing things down. It is strange how that works. I feel better typing things out. I use to keep a journal on the computer, but now I can't remember how. But I know that I always felt better when I was typing.
Keep posting and keep us up to date as to what is going on with you. I hope that you are having a wonderful day.
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