HELP ME from Shelby

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I Remember Us
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Date Joined Jul 2010
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   Posted 7/25/2010 8:57 PM (GMT -7)   
Hi. im shelby. This is going to be long and random and probably make no sense at all and have typos and really bad grammar but i need to get it all out.
 
So i met this boy and we ended up being best friends for abou 3 years. I fell in love with him but didnt tell him. all my best friends tried to tell me he liked me and of course i denied it. and ten the next year he just stops talking to me because of this other girl, alicia. i cant stand her and she cant stand me. anyway.. well finally, my best friend decided to tell him without my permission (i was homeschooled for a year)and he doesnt love me back. im not good enough for him. im fat and ugly. anyway, so now he doesnt even talk to me anymore. I miss him so much. i love him so much. and im  because of it.
 
but now i have been homeschooled for a year and i have to go back t that school where everyone makes fun of me and thinks im insane. and that also means facing him for the first time since she told him.
 
i have tried to talk to my sister about my wanting to  and everything, but she makes fun of me for it. we got in a fight the other day and i said, "maybe it would just be better for all of you if i!" and she said, "fine! be a baby! kill yourself! do you want me to hand you the knife?"
anyway, she will sit there and make fun of me about it too and its just getting to the point where i am just annoyed. and ticked off. i dont get why she is being like this.
 
anyway, i want to  myself and i am about to the point where i just dont care anymore and the only thing keeping me from flinging myself off a cliff is him. even though HE is the one who has caused me all of this pain. I just dont know what to do. and everyone thinks im absolutely fine, when really im just hiding everything behind a smile. i dont want to go to a therapist or a councelor or a psychologist or any doctor at all.
 
anyway, can someone please help me?

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 7/26/2010 8:27:12 AM (GMT-6)


Chartreux
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   Posted 7/26/2010 12:51 AM (GMT -7)   
Shelby,
If you don't feel you can go see a doctor then please call the suicide hot line they have them all over,
do a google search perhaps to find one, or talk to your parents, others will be by with better advise,
young love is hard to get over and it seems like that for now, but you will and things will get
better but it'll take time..and your sister would miss you and your parents would too, people would
miss you...please seek out help....
((((((((((((((((((((((((((((Shelby))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))))
healing hugz
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THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 7/26/2010 3:25 AM (GMT -7)   
pls seek immediate assistance. you are a precious human being. it is not the answer. jamie.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.


Hara
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   Posted 7/26/2010 3:53 AM (GMT -7)   
Please seek some kind of help because you are a beauitful person.  Just ignor your sister.
 
HARA

getting by
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   Posted 7/26/2010 7:30 AM (GMT -7)   
Hi Shelby,
 
I had to edit your post as we are not to discuss suicide on this forum.  But know that I really feel for you and understand your problems.
 
Why don't you want to talk to a counselor?  They are great help with things like this.  They teach us to like ouselves.  I really think you could benefit from discussing your feelings with a counselor. 
 
You need to learn to like yourself.  You are a wonderful person with a lot of feelings.  There is nothing wrong with that. 
 
When you get this way, call a suicide hotline.  I will get you some sites and numbers.
U.S. Helplines

National Suicide Hotline

1-800-SUICIDE (1-800-784-2433)

This is a combined network of the Amerian Association of Suicidology, the National Hopeline Network, CONTACT USA, and many other organizations. Call are automatically routed to the nearest crisis center to the phone from which the call for help is placed.


NDMDA Depression Hotline | Support Group. 800-826-3632

Suicide Prevention Services Crisis Hotline 800-784-2433

Suicide Prevention Services Depression Hotline 630-482-9696

AAA Crisis Pregnancy Center 800-560-0717

Child Abuse Hotline | Support & Information 800-792-5200

Crisis Help Line | For Any Kind of Crisis 800-233-4357
 
 
Hugs, Karen


  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies


AllSeasons
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Date Joined Jun 2008
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   Posted 7/29/2010 6:20 PM (GMT -7)   
Shelby,
It seems you're going through an extrememly difficult phase in your life, which is normal one but a very serious and difficult one, perhaps more than most.
It can seem almost impossible sometimes to talk to a professional, but it is important that you do. They can help you work through coping techniques and explore your feelings so you are able to move on. It may also help talking to parents and adults you trust.
Good luck.

Chartreux
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Date Joined Aug 2006
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   Posted 8/4/2010 4:41 PM (GMT -7)   
Shelby
How you doing? Hope your okay...and that you
found someone to talk to...
((((((((((((((((((Shelby))))))))))))))))))))))))))
healing HUGZ
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Enlarged Pituitary Gland, Sjogren's, Ocular Migraines, mild carpel tunnel, ect.... "Would be nice if we could use the edit button in real life"...

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