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killingtime15
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Date Joined Aug 2010
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   Posted 8/9/2010 2:11 AM (GMT -7)   
Hey, I'm Will. I'm 18. I guess I've been depressed for a good amount of my life now. It didn't really get bad 'til maybe 6 months ago. I stopped feeling any joy in life, no strong feelings or sensations. I guess I began to understand that all there is is my senses and my consciousness. Nothing else has any significance to me. And all the stimuli world has to offer already known too well. Like y'know how you know how something is going to taste? You can imagine it, because you've already eaten it? That's I guess been my feelings on everything; predictable.
 

I don't full know the relevance of all that, because, ultimately, the point is I no longer have any real interest in life, nothing to upset or make me happy ever. I guess the point of all that was to demonstrate the lengths my depression brought me. I was willing to risk everything I had and will have for no real purpose other than escape.
As of now I'm on summer vacation. I spent 6 weeks sober doing internships and studying at colleges in other parts of the state. But I'm back in town. Drunk off whiskey as a I write this.  almost everyday. Probably a phase. I know I'm not really addicted to anything.
Anyways, thanks for reading if you actually read all that. I just sorta felt like being heard. I have friends, but none I would want to talk to about this sort of thing. I don't really need any contact a counselor sort of advice; if that's what I decide to do I'll do it. Otherwise feel free to say whatever, whatever you think about what I wrote, questions, how you relate, advice on how to work on feeling better.

Post Edited By Moderator (getting by) : 8/9/2010 7:25:26 AM (GMT-6)


THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 8/9/2010 3:35 AM (GMT -7)   
I HOPE YOU FEEL BETTER SOON. DRUGS AND ALCOHOL ARE DEFINATELY NOT THE ANSWER.

THE MAD PROFESSOR.

-JAMIE.
YESTERDAY IS A BUTTERLY WITHOUT WINGS. (ME)
 
DX, MDD, SEVERE BORDERLINE PERSONALITY DISORDER.
 
REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.

getting by
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   Posted 8/9/2010 6:27 AM (GMT -7)   
Please read forum rules before posting anymore, we are not allowed to discuss illegal drugs due to forum administrator rules. So I had to delete a lot out of your post.

I will tell you now, that drinking only makes you more depressed. So stop that now. Whether you get drunk or not, it will still depress you.

I hope that you feel better soon.

Hugs, Karen
  Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
 
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies

Mr.lost01
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Date Joined Aug 2010
Total Posts : 21
   Posted 8/9/2010 3:19 PM (GMT -7)   
Whats the root of the issue? I cannot really say too much unless you can shot out random things that may give us an idea of that. For be depression and stress often conflict so you could tell us what stresses you may help too. Of course you may not want to and that's your choice. All i can say is Don't do drugs I know what its like and I saw friends in the hole of drugs. Please as a more real friend hang in there find something else.

Please take care

Take care of your mind and body in the long run it will do you more good :D
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