Can you look at it this way? You are raising two beautiful children. You take care of all the finacial issues, you do have friends and a mother who loves you. In which you are very close. You are finishing up your college degree. Try to look at things more positive. I know it is hard when you are depressed, but you have to do the best that you can to turn things around to a positive aspect.
Are you going to any counceling? It is really hard to raise a family when your SO is working away. Do you have a relationship with him anymore? Is he supportive of you? You need to be around supportive people when you are feeling like this. I think counseling would give you a lot of support. And you can learn ways to cope with your situation.
There will be others on with suggestions. The main thing I want to express is to keep your children's best welfare at heart and that will guide you. You are trying really hard and that pays off too. Keep posting and keep your chin up. Keep trying!
Moderator-Depression and fibromyalgia
fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies