It just keeps coming back....again and again....and yet again !

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annie.d12345
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   Posted 8/31/2010 1:24 PM (GMT -7)   
Ok I'm back. Not prolly as messy as before but pretty much messed up. I'm having terrible mood swings and I'm just feeling frustrated. I have been gyming and though that has helped I still have the anxiety attacks.
This time it's about tomorow ! darn ! It's my exs bday ! The one I wrote about earlier,left me after two years of a long distance for another woman !
I'm feeling stupid to say that I dropped him a call to wish him,thankfully he didn't answered the phone,and i realised that darn it I'm with another man now,I'm in a relation and why am I calling the guy who ruined me to wish him !
it's just I keep remembering a year back on this date I had prepared so many things for him and shopped for him....and I dunno it just came back.
It's messing me up ! I wish I just wake up one day with no scars of this past relationship !
I have to make sure I don't call him caz thats gonna be a victory for me to have ignored something related to him.

My guy has been busy as ever and I have no idea when Im gonna meet him,prolly when I lose my hair and teeth ! Long distance relations !!!!
:(
Maybe one of the reason I'm still hurting over my ex is caz my guy and me dont get quality time together in anyway for me to just erase my memories ! I was used to a guy (my ex)being on the phone the least with me from the moment i woke up till i fell aslp ! And now its jus im alone most of the times. Its like being a wife of some big businessman whose travelling all the time and his wifes back home taking care of his stuff and waiting for him !

Enough of my babble..... I m gonna avoid taking medicines to sleep !

getting by
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   Posted 8/31/2010 2:04 PM (GMT -7)   
I think that if you weren't having a long distance relationship, you wouldn't be thinking of your ex. You have too much free time on your hands right now. Is there something you could be doing with your time? A project maybe.

Hugs, Karen
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annie.d12345
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   Posted 8/31/2010 2:12 PM (GMT -7)   
I'm losing my marbles ! I've an exam in a few weeks guess I've to get to studying .! But would that ease the pain !
“Faith isn't faith until it's all you're holding on to”

Annie

getting by
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   Posted 8/31/2010 2:27 PM (GMT -7)   
Focusing on your studies would be a good distraction right now. I think it would really be good for you.

Hugs, Karen
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vballplayingirl
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   Posted 8/31/2010 8:32 PM (GMT -7)   
Focusing on studies is definitely the way to go if you can. I've had a few situations come up since I've been back to school and I just drown myself in my homework so to speak. Although I caution stressing yourself out that way too since that could just as easily happen. It's hard to completely let go of someone, especially if they've left you..I hear that. Just keep yourself busy, one day at a time, focus on you.

Keep your head up =)

--Che
"Dreams don't always have to exist while the sun's down
and your eyes are shut."
-Alex Gaskarth
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