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foreveru1993
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   Posted 9/9/2010 1:38 PM (GMT -7)   
Hey so sadly to say I'm back. Although I know I was only here once before I've noticed that I try not to come on here unless I feel absolutely like I need to. Or am feeling so low that I know I should. It's not so much what anyone's done. It's just..., basically me dealing with a lot of internal conflict. My mom is still looking for a doctor since the one we were suppose to have isn't taking new patients. I'm just feeling soo low about myself. I actually wrote a note on facebook just yesturday because I was so upset and needed to vent my feelings. I just feel like I can't talk to my friends or anyone. Everyday when I goto BB and I see -most- everyone talking/laughing/playing/joking around and like I'm one of the few just sitting there watching or w/e I just feel.. completely alone Idk how to explain it. But I'm just so sick of feeling bad about myself. Like practically everyday this school week I've ended up feeling horrible before the day was over. I guess my problems aren't soo much as bad stuff that happens to me it's more like I have no self confidence/self-esteem so when semi-bad stuff happens to me it feels humongous. Lately, these last few days, besides the whole no confidence/shy issue, I've been trying to deal with how I feel when I'm at BB. When I'm there and I see everyone else..idk being outgoing? It makes me feel so left out. Grr this is so hard to explain in short terms. But if anyone wants to read those 2 notes on FB then I can give ya the link, it can explain this a lot better. Right now I'm just like... so it's kinda hard to explain.

getting by
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   Posted 9/9/2010 1:57 PM (GMT -7)   
What is BB? It sounds like you could use a visit to the school counselor. But they are going to tell you that all the others feel the same as you. They just put themselves out there and get to know people. That is all that you have to do. It isn't that big of a deal. It is easy. It is just that you don't have a lot of self esteem, but that is where counseling helps. If you don't want to do counseling, get some books on self esteem. That would help you a lot. Plus there are some teen sites that I can give to you. I will have to edit this post as I am using quick reply.

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foreveru1993
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   Posted 9/9/2010 6:15 PM (GMT -7)   
Oh BB is my theater company. I mean I think I'm dealing with much more internal conflict instead of external? If that makes any kind of sense. It's just so hard to put into words that's why when I wrote the facebook note it ended up being this huge paragraph cause I'm not sure how to explain it short and simple. I do wanna do counseling it's just the problem of money. That's the major issue, at least for me, to be able to express how I feel.
Well could I take a look at some of the teen sites? Anything at the moment would be of great help.

getting by
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   Posted 9/9/2010 7:42 PM (GMT -7)   
Here are the teen sites if you think that they would help.  Couldn't hurt, I guess...
 
 
I hope that this helps you some.  There is also a free online depression counseling site called moodgym that I want to give you...
 
 
Please do check it out.
 
Best wishes to you.
 
Hugs, Karen
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fibromyalgia, Chronic fatigue, depression,allergies

foreveru1993
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   Posted 9/9/2010 8:03 PM (GMT -7)   
Thanks! I have actually been taking the moodgym for about a week now. I read about it on here somewhere and I try to get on once every few days that way when I take one of the quizzes I have a few days of how I felt to go off of. I'd really like to call one of them hotlines it's just I'm not exactly sure what I'd say so it just makes me feel iffy about those.

THE HAPPY TURTLE
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   Posted 9/13/2010 1:41 AM (GMT -7)   
hi foreveru. those hotlines have saved me on many an occassion. the people are compassionate, caring and are very focused in helping you. your nerves will pass very quickly, they know how to put you at ease. keep being brave. with compassion,
jamie.

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REMEMBER TO LOVE YOU. BE YOU AND BE TRUE.
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