Well its been ages since I have posted but I am here. I get on an read some when I get a chance. Dont have much time with work and school. These are always long for me so I will get straight to it.
I have been really depressed lately and very sick.
I was with a guy and had a pregnancy scare. Which still exists, but all tests have been negative so far. I have been really down and have missed a lot of work and a lot of school. I went back to work yesterday and with the points I built up I should have been fired, but my supervisor gave me a verbal warning instead, which Im very thankful for. She says Im an excellent worker and have lots of potential if I could just get my attendance under control. I have not talked to my teachers yet because I need to set up an appointment with student disability services to get my accommodations set up again this year.
I have been very upset and angry because I have yet to get my school money and can not get any of the books or anything that I need.
I have had a hard time at home, I went apartment hunting and found a couple I applied for and have been approved. I just need a $200 security deposit, but I havent gotten all my school money: Im getting $3000 and Im using some to move out.
I had to call my therapist the other day and have an appt with her asap. I have another tomorrow as a follow up to make sure that I am okay. She even called me the other day to make sure I was making it through the weekend.
Well, I have a lot going on and the doc wont mess with my meds right now. He is also going to be cautious as I was mis-using them as well. Im not sure what I am going to do. We will see. I have therapy on Tuesday and med monitor with the pysch nurse on Thursday.
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