Hey there. I am so sorry to hear about your friend. And I am happy that I also know what has been bothering you and you never have to appologize. But I do know how you feel. All of my friends but one have stopped talking to me even if they see me when I go out they just turn there head and act as if they never knew me. But I know how it makes you feel. I am happy though that you have made so many friends here in chat and in the forum. All you do is help people you do not judge and you do not criticize. You are an amazing person. And I am grateful to have met you and become such good friends with. There should be more people in the world like yourself. You have helped me many times. But you are unlike anyone I have ever talked to and I will never stop talking to you. I will always be here for you whenever you need to talk or anything. Just remember that you have many friends here and that you could never make anyone stop talking to you. Because of what a great person you are. I hope to talk to you again soon. Take care. Hugs.
Your friend always, Ashley