Well, my depression has been in full force and everything seems 2 be triggering me these days. i have a 20 yr old son that has experienced depression in the past but none like the current. Which is issues have been triggering me and my guilt/shame, etc. i feel very responsible for passing this emotional dysregulation down 2 him as we are so much alike. We wear our heart on our sleeves. As i also have been diagnosed Depression/Anxiety, Bipolar, BPD, & more.
My depression is a daily battle and affects my entire family which is my husband of 25 years, 7-kids, 4 grandkids that are too young. i am currently looking for a psychologist for the both of us. And tonight reached someone that asked me a few questions and told me i was 2 F'd up. Talk about hurt tremendously. it is so difficult 2 find a therapist, psychologist that is such a perfect fit...i do have a psychiatrist that i see biweekly but wants me 2 see a therapist 2 begin 2 go over my childhood.
Thank u for listening, i could write on and on about this.
Bipolar 2, Borderline Personality Disorder, Anxiety/Depression, PTSD, OCD...tons of meds