Hi Effie and Jameson!
My husband who is now 54 still tells me he doesn't know what he wants to be when he grows up! :) However, he points his feet forward and does the best he can. He's Retired military. And after 10 yrs. with another job, just received the position he was aiming for at 54 yrs. old. When he retires in another 10 or less years, he may want to try something new!! lol
I started out trying different jobs along the way and after going to school, found the one I dreampt of having most of my life. Being a nurse. Although, due to health issues, which included 3 back surgeries, then heart disease and all that along with depression now, I do volunteer jobs and have been a stay at home Mom for many years.
I guess my thoughts here were to show you that this can happen to anyone, trying to figure out life's meanings and what it is you want to do with your life, especially as both you and Effie mentioned, being 20 doesn't always mean you know what you are supposed to do. It's the start of your adult life, find something solid and something you think you might enjoy-put your foot in-the water's not too bad! :) And just keep your feet pointed straight ahead.
My thoughts get scattered like you're talking about and if you have anxiety problems along with depression, this could be part of it as well. Have you been diagnosed with either of these problems?, and are you on any medications for them?-if not, talk to your Dr.
I wish you all the best, and Effie it is so nice to meet you again!!
Hugs, Teri :)
"Because he is he and I am I."......E. V. Lucas
"I Hope You Dance".............LeeAnn Womack
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